19 weeks

Wow, time flies! I can't believe that I am in the second trimester of this pregancy, that's over 4 months that I have been pregant! I'm almost half way there. It's scarey to think that there is going to be another person to take care of, another person teach things to, another person to love. That is one thing I am looking foward to is the love that each child brings to a family and the instant love that you have for that child. It's exciting and new all over again. At times I am over whelmed with the thought of another child. Starting over again. The feedings, diapers, bottles, crying. I wonder is this baby going to be as easy and good as Brooklin was, is this the one that my mom "cursed" me with. Can I do this?? I know I can.. I am a strong women and being a mom is something that I have aways wanted to be, something I dreamed about for as long as I can remember. This new chapter in my life is scarey, but exciting and fun at the same time..